Healing the Wounds

Clouds of storm above
drops of rain begin to fall
like tears from the sky
and my heart fills with sorrow

It will always be like this?
I wonder
there's no answer
only hope

Hope that one day
my life won't be so empty
that I'll find my own way
and at last I'll smile

Filling my heart with hope
I'm trying to heal the wounds
repare the damage
done to my broken heart

I don't know if things will ever change
I just don't know if I'm capable
whatever life has in store for me
I'll just have to get use to

If I was born in darkness
darkness shall become me
and I shall make my life from here
and try to heal the wounds

Neverending Nightmare

How hard is to get up every day
knowing that everything will turn wrong
my life lies in the shadows
and there's no way out

I can't escape
I can't run
this not my place
there's no where I belong

Even if the sun shines for everyon
it's still dark in my world
a darkness that consumes me
it's eaten my alive

I don't belong anywhere
and I feel so empty
my heart is all in pieces
my world crashes over me

And I can't wake up
from this neverending nightmare
I wish there was something
to hold on to this life

Maybe one day this pain will be gone....

Crying Angel

Life is such a miserable place...
We walk in the darkness of our own souls
and every day we lose a little of ourselves
only awaiting for the final day in which we at last
will be released from our pain.

I was so alone in this world
and nothing could fill this emptiness
I had lost all hope in love and life
for the only thing I always found
was betrayal, lies and pain.

Then when all seemed lost...she came
like an angel sent from high heaven
to light this darkness inside my heart
giving me a reason again
to endure this endless, terrible road.

But she, like me is like a lost soul
trapped in a nightmare without end
like a flower that grows in a prison
an angel who lost her wings
surrounded by demons with no mercy.

I wish I could take her away
and heal all of her wounds
and make the pain go away forever
until the only tears from her eyes
become tears of joy.

But I'm so useless like always
and I can't give her the happinnes that she deserves
I wish I could make her feel loved again
but I'm no angel, I ain't got no healing powers
and this is killing me.

She's so beautiful and sad
and fills my heart with joy
If my life has any value at all
it only because of her
my crying angel
my life savior
my reason to go on.

Oh how I wish I could take her pain away
no more pain...only tears of joy
and a smile on her glowing face
hold her in my arms forever
and never let her go.

My crying angel
I'll always love you
my sweetest Jamie....